Its been a while since I've written here, kinda forget it exists from time to time. But someone reminded me recently so now that I have some time to kill I thought I'd write.
I'm currently in Hull, and I've been here since Dec 30th. Seems like a long time ago to be honest. I was due to go home two days ago, but postponed my flight for several reasons. Primarily to keep searching for jobs, but secondly to spend some more time with Batman. Although I'm wondering if it was worth it, since I seem to be spending alot of my time upset or by myself. The by myself bit I was expecting, Batman has essays to do for next week, and I get that. Its just a bit lonlier than I was expecting.
I don't feel like I fit in here anymore. I've sort of reverted back into my shell by being at home for so long, so my friends that are still here are mostly a little bit too 'out there' for me. I don't play video games so that kind of cuts out about 80% of conversation topics too. So now I don't fit in anywhere, I'm in a kind of limbo. Beginning to wonder if my being here is a bad idea, and if it is, is my plan of moving here even worth thinking about any more?
