Things don't stay stationary with me for very long. It's not that I get bored or lose interest, I guess its just that I haven't found the thing that I feel I can do for the rest of my life yet. People will tell you that a job is a job, and it is. And you should be greatful to be given an opportunity. But at the same time, if its an opportunity to do something that will mean I will get bored of it in a week or several or even a year or two, I don't wanna hang around.
I made the decision to move home a few weeks ago, and as of last Thursday (five days and counting) I am at home in Ireland again. Most of the time, it's great. Some times I am questioning why I decided to do it.
Already I have a possible job prospect, which in itself is great. Less than a week and something has come up. And I know that I should be appreciative and take it if I can get it. But at the same time, its not something I want to do. Or see myself being happy doing.
Yes jobs are all about an income. That's what it boils down to. But I would like to at least be somewhat excited to get out of bed to go to work. I'd like to look forward to it. I'd like to be motivated to progress. With this job, I think the only thing that would motivate me would be getting home.
