Tuesday 13 March 2007

Name-calling

Well well well. It's been an interesting night. A short backstory is needed before I can go into current affairs though.
I have been living in the house I am currently in for about six or seven months with four other girls and one guy. We all got on great to begin with, and things slowly went downhill.. However before christmas we agreed to stay in the house for a second school year, so we signed the contract for 2007/2008. After christmas things went from ok to bad, and then from bad to worse. We had numerous house meetings, discussed the problems and agreed they were all sorted, but days later we would all be annoyed over the same things again. Now the guy and I have been discussing the possibility of moving out for a few weeks now, it was a thought we threw out there one night when we got very much annoyed with two of the girls. And it just sort of snowballed. We have found another 2 people who are willing to find a 4 bed house with us, and we have even looked at a house.

Tonight things came to a head. We finally told the two girls with whom we have most of the trouble that we want to move out, back out of the contract. They are not impressed. So far I've been called a bitch, a liar, a two faced f*cker and false. Simply for wanting to be 100% sure that this is what I wanted to do before telling them. Yes we did leave it a little late but I think it would have been more unfair to tell them that I might perhaps want to move out, and then turn around and tell them actually I'm going to stay.

I don't know what to do now. I am definately moving out but can I bear to be in this house for another two months after the easter break? I might just have to take to being out of the house even more than I already am. Currently on a week day I usually leave about 10am, come back about 4 or 5 pm, then leave again sometime between 6:30 and 9pm, and depending on the day can come back anytime from 9 til 3 or 4am. It might get to the point that I just sleep and shower here. Although at the moment sometimes I feel like thats all I do already.
I have a feeling this is going to be a busy blog for the following couple of months.

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