Nerves

For the duration of the lead up to the elections I've been totally calm, quite relaxed and blaizé about it all to be quite honest. Now, hours from the results, I'm getting terribly nervous. Like ridiculously. It's occured to me now that if things don't go as I would like them to this evening then I have to create a whole new game plan. Like entirely new! What do I do if this goes wrong? I'll have to start again. Do I go home? Do I stay in Hull? Do I stay in England but move? I mean, I just don't know. I guess I'll know whether I need to make a decision or not in the next few hours. Wish me luck!!